1. |
Attack
02:55
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Trying to move on
So I moved out
Ignoring what
It was all about
Shimmering tones
Elites of youth
Re-connect me to you
And up the walls
You see me crawl
Trying to stay cool
So I got down
Alarming consequences
Got things going south
A half divorce
A half deceit
Attacked you
And left me to bleed
And up the walls
You see me crawl
(1, 2, 3, 4 Attack!)
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2. |
Negative Thinking
03:43
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The strongest force
In my miserable life
Is the power of negative thinking
It got me through hours
Of tough times
And embraced my chaotic upbringing
But now I tend
To get very confused
By your uncontrolled behaviour
Of looking at life
In a positive way
As my self-proclaimed saviour
'Cause I am not good
With a smirk on my face
I don't work that way
Forever
I love it when people
Are always wrong
Even though I should
Never say never
The utter efficient
Beauty of rawness
Is hidden in negative thinking
It embodies my soul
And my pitch-black heart
A lot more than your off-pitch singing
It shapes my emotions
And colours the creatures
That dance with the demons inside me
And a sudden burst of terrors
Is all I need in a day of deciding
'Cause I am not good
With this appetite
For beauty and goodness
And truth
I tend to sit back
And watch the shadows play
And think of the crows
On the roof
I can't control myself that way
I haven't learn
And I will never get it
I wish to kill these glimpse
Of lights
Oh God! That would feel so splendid!
'Cause we are caught up
In the seas of ember
All the lights we will remember
Like a whirlwind hurling timber
Right into our shattered hearts
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3. |
Circus Princess
03:38
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You came to me on silver-stars
With words as deep, that made me start
It made me grow a thousand inchs
I never thougt my heart would sing
And where the cloud surround your life
You will find me sitting in your smile
I know you hate the smell of home
Just stick to me and you won’t be alone
Circus Princess walk the line!
Use your hands to fight for your right
To be alive
Circus Princess made me love!
Fill me up, my heart would never give it up
So here we are and here we stand
Your head is lost in Wonderland
And if you are scared you will hear alarms
And you will join the game that keeps you warm
I will buy you a plane to escape this space
It takes you to another place
Where people only understands
That love creates a careful man
Circus Princess walk the line...
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4. |
Tea for Two
04:20
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The hat I have forgotten
Is the hat I always wear
The hat that hides the secret
That I am losing all my hair
I ripped it from my head
'Cause of the lonelyness I felt
When I lost our connection
In your pitch-black wishing-well
There is no mercy here for you
Our voices never bear the truth
The lies they told about us
And the truths that came to be
Are all floating around in bottles
In the gray waves of the sea
The reassuring madness
In the case of you and me
Are reflected on the surface
In your broken cup of tea
As far as I know now
It is not the day that I am born
And never will I ever
Celebrate what is now gone
I am a coffee person
Who was never really glad
And the sixteen tons of tea you left
They turn my shadows mad
There is no saving any more
Our story turned to folklore
The lies they told about us
And the truths that came to be
Are all floating around in bottles
In the gray waves of the sea
The re-assuring madness
And the secrets of you and me
Are reflected on the surface
In your broken cup of tea
The lies they told about us
And the truths that came to be
Are all floating around in bottles
In the gray waves of the sea
The re-assuring madness
In the terrors that we can see
Are reflected on the surface
In your broken cup of tea
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5. |
Crazy Quilt
03:35
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The dawn is soon upon you
In rainbow cascades
And all you see is flickers
From the window in your gate
And all the parademons fly around
Conquistadors of thoughts
That you buried in the mud
And left as flaws
When your blood it runs reverse
Through all your veins
Is the time you realize
That you are in pain
And even if you are trying
To do your best
It is moments like this
When you feel dressed
In your
Cray-cray-cray-cray
Crazy quilt
Sewn from guilt
And all those other emotions
Crazy quilt
Expect it still
Even if you are show devotion
The pool of your saliva
Is filling up the bathroom floor
Your falling on your ass
In search for more
Of prozac and lucky charms
Your living of it now
And there is no one left
To be explaining how
When your story runs like rivers
Down through your spine
And the darkness you've forgotten
Attacks you from behind
Is the time when you are lost
In wonderland
Is the time when you are lost
Again and again
In your
Cray-cray-cray-cray
Crazy quilt
Sewn from guilt
And all those other emotions
Crazy quilt
Expect it still
Even if you are show devotion
The weakness of alliances
Will come with defiances
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6. |
Black Eraser
08:16
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So this is how far I am going girl
I am not moving past this line
It seems to me that the Jack of Hearts
Have been comitting another crime
The walls are filled with playing cards
In your asylum-cell
And I am about to tell the doctors
To turn off your living hell
I thougt they could repair you, honey
So you would stop following that white bunny
And the doctors told me of your therapy
That left you in perfect harmony
Of how you agreed that if you felt hurt
You would just shout out a stop-word
But electro-shocks and a ray of laser
Never made you shout out: Black eraser!
They are turning off your mind in one single stroke
And through the nurses looking-glass
I see your body choke
It is weird to see your skin turn pale
The light that leave your eyes
It is the closest thing I'll ever get
To sit and watch you die
I'm the killer of my own kind
That have to finish off a book
By killing the protagonist
And hang her on a hook
But there is nothing left to do for you
And nothing left to see
So why do I feel this hollowness
Deep inside of me?
I thougt they could repair you...
While in redemption
I took a bow
And through the deception
Just one last low
Cursed the March Hare
Cursed his soul
In lack of wonders
I lost control
While in confusion
I slipped the case
I heard your cough
In a poison haze
My hat fell off
And I wrecked my blazer
But you never spoke the word
Of the Black eraser
Overflown in your fairytales
Outgrown in your bodybag
The nurse is dressed in red rags
Shouting:
Off with her head!
Off with her head!
Off with her head!
Off with her head!
(So I followed a guide-line
A white, little bunny
And out of her brainwaves
Right into her soul
The blow in the wind
Made me fall through the ceiling
And into her lap
Through a rabbit-hole)
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7. |
Phoenix Force
04:48
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It seems unfair that lightning strikes
And blood that boils turn into ice
So when reality shows it face
It's like a fiery demons gaze
But hold on to your hats and coats
'Cause strange mutations are taking hold
As harsh and brutal life can be
It's save to let your mind run free
It can be cold alone tonight
Right on the cliffs of future sight
The echo of a single note
Is hammering out of your throat
Covered in a bright cocoon
We pass the cosmos and the moon
And in a pool of astral lights
We leave this world
For paradise
An even though I stay behind
With single souls and single minds
You left when this life ran its cause
You're guided by the Phoenix force
Give me back the simple life
Of lesser truths and sour times
Of smiling with out a pain in the neck
A cause with no apparent effect
But time has come to set you free
Time has come for you and me
To reach the goal you reached to soon
The halo in a gold cocoon
It can be hard to walk away
With heavy hearts and feet of clay
You have to make a silent pause
Your guided by the Phoenix force
Covered in a bright cocoon
We pass the cosmos and the moon
And in a pool of astral lights
We leave this world
Of truth and lies
An even though I stay behind
With single souls and single minds
You left when this life ran its cause
You're guided by the Phoenix force
Into the void
I punch my claws
I am guided by the Phoenix force
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Simon Heggum Copenhagen, Denmark
An unpredictable anarchist and songwriter searching for apathy and art in a pile of junk!
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